Friday, April 9, 2010

UNTITLED!

2009 had been a great year for me. I learned a lot from my downfalls and I became better because of them. The first time I got an F in my grade card feels so amazing. Having a relationship with her and broke up couple of months after were really weird but they're really cool, too, at least though. With all those regrets and disappoints, I just realized that without those things, my 2010 will be boring, perhaps.

I am always saying to myself that if I don't stand a chance in everything I do, then I think, trying is the best thing I can do. That'll make things better in the future, I guess. ''I ain't good when I fail, and I'm great when I succeed'', this is the most foolish thing I have heard in my life, but it's true sometimes. True enough to make me blame myself for the outcome my doings doesn't compliment my dreams. Really weird though, but somehow, I don't lose hopes and keep on fighting.

Lots of people say that I have a great smile, but do they know what's behind my 'deceptive' smile? It isn't deceiving at all, but it makes me hide something inside me. I can afford to smile even if I'm in the merge of giving up my tears.

I am now a 4th-year BSME student, and I am always asking myself: In my 4-Year stay in my dear school, did I learn something that can be applied to the real things outside? Never mind that, I'm sorry.

Days ago, a friend of mine shared something that can be considered a GRAVE SECRET and it makes me feel sorry for starting up that topic. I apologize my dear friend.

Months ago, I hurt someone very special to me. I hope my gift for your incoming birthday will totally ease the pain, and consider me as your friend again. I don't need sorry for that because you've forgiven me a number of times.

This is UNTITLED! and it's non-sense! But thank you for reading...
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