MY THOUGHTS OF HER
Why was I sad? Why was I alone?
Not doing a thing, staying in my room;
Longing to see one woman I treasure,
Did not know where to start looking for.
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Saturday, March 3, 2012
First Letter Down
I am not really a good writer but I really love writing poems. Here's one I wrote. Hope you like it.
by: Von
Days are gone and yet numbered,
All those things are remembered;
Unexpectedly am knowing you,
Living every minute,
Every second of those are true.
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Priorities
I had wasted so much time doing things I supposed to be not doing.
FIFA 12, NBA 2K11, How I Met Your Mother, Facebook, Twitter, texting, oversleeping and power naps, mall strolls, movies, cyberstalking, e-surfing --> these ate most of my time.
FIFA 12, NBA 2K11, How I Met Your Mother, Facebook, Twitter, texting, oversleeping and power naps, mall strolls, movies, cyberstalking, e-surfing --> these ate most of my time.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
What if?
What if there was an actual money tree?
What if bee's produced butter?
What if yahoo was called yagoo?
What if Quagmire actually had a spin off?
What if 16 year olds could buy and drink alcohol?
What if we lost WWII?
What if the walls could talk?
What if the U.S. took over Canada and Mexico?
What if dogs had gills?
What if there were no what if questions?
What if Christians didn't hate homosexuals?
What if lap dogs weren't annoying as hell?
What if pokemon were real?
What if the shorts I am wearing were green?
What if China didn't produce 9/10s of our goods?
What if Microsoft didn't exist?
What if men were women and women were men?
What if the South won the Civil War?
What if Twilight was actually a good series?
What if you were rich?
What if the ghost of your great grandpa haunted your bedroom at night?
What if I wasn't running out of questions?
What if these questions weren't so random?
What if the some of questions I am asking weren't based off of the TV?
What if Mexico took over the US?
What if Azerbaijan ruled the world?
What if sweat smelled like cotton candy?
What if I you died right now?
What if cats weren't furry?
What if Super Jail was funny?
What if English class was actually fun?
What if Superman was never created?
What if Spongebob was real?
What if Obama lost the presidency?
Then I will really really be rich!
What if bee's produced butter?
Coconut and cheese industries will fall.
What if yahoo was called yagoo?
I will use Hotmail and Gmail.
What if Quagmire actually had a spin off?
What's a Quagmire btw?
What if 16 year olds could buy and drink alcohol?
We will have a scary world!
What if we lost WWII?
Did we win?
What if the walls could talk?
I'll have no other friends. Hahaha!
What if the U.S. took over Canada and Mexico?
US will have lots of boxing champs and hockey geniuses.
What if dogs had gills?
I will bring him to sea all the time.
What if there were no what if questions?
This will be boring!
What if Christians didn't hate homosexuals?
We don't, the Bible does. =)
What if lap dogs weren't annoying as hell?
Then lap dogs will rule the world.
What if pokemon were real?
People will come looking for other planets to live.
What if the shorts I am wearing were green?
Then you have green pants. Isn't that cool?
What if China didn't produce 9/10s of our goods?
China will still remain a Sleeping Giant.
What if Microsoft didn't exist?
Apple will really have a good shot to being #1.
What if men were women and women were men?
Women will know how hard it is to be a man, and vice versa.
What if the South won the Civil War?
???
What if Twilight was actually a good series?
Haha. It's a bad series. No way it'll be good.
What if you were rich?
I'll collect cars!
What if the ghost of your great grandpa haunted your bedroom at night?
Cool!
What if I wasn't running out of questions?
Come think again.
What if these questions weren't so random?
You're cheating.
What if the some of questions I am asking weren't based off of the TV?
Got no probs 'bout it.
What if Mexico took over the US?
Latinos will dominate US.
What if Azerbaijan ruled the world?
Cool. Awesome. That's something worth pondering.
What if sweat smelled like cotton candy?
Then I'll stop using deodorant and perfume.
What if I you died right now?
I'll be in heaven.
What if cats weren't furry?
Perhaps she won't like them, and be a dog-person.
What if Super Jail was funny?
No idea.
What if English class was actually fun?
They are. Haha. I love English class, except for the point where we take exams and quizzes.
What if Superman was never created?
Batman will be the best superhero.
What if Spongebob was real?
I'll ask him to let me meet my man Patrick.
What if Obama lost the presidency?
Then we'll still don't have an Afro-American US president.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Slambook #1
I ran into this Indian Forum (http://www.india-forums.com) to search for sample slambook questions to answer. Here's one. Enjoy!
Your name/petname
Von, yah, Von is cool!
Are you working or Studying or other
Studying..
Describe yourself in 3 sentences
I am a Christian. I love basketball, football (soccer) and boxing, and music, too. Lastly, I have dimples and curly hairs.
Dream Girl
A Christian and I already have someone in mind. God willing, she'll be mine. =))
Describe your daily routine
I read the Bible, write my journal, go to school, spend at least a couple of hours in front of my computer and texting. That's it.
Some words or phrases you use most
COOL! Haha. Yah, I'm kinda using this word a lot now..
Your hobbies
Surfing the net, playing FIFA 12 and NBA 2k11, playing the guitar, reading the Bible and doing my devo, praying has become one of my hobbies now.
The best advice you've given or been given
There's always a perfect time for everything. The Bible advises me about that. Ecclesiastes 3.
If you could live anywhere, where would it be?
Europe? Specifically, Barcelona in Spain. If it's America, then it will be LA or New York.
What would be the one thing you'd change about yourself?
I am creepy sometimes, and scary too. And Mamily said, the way I talk, it's so fast. I'm working on it =)
What is your deepest fear?
I used to have this fear on snakes, and people I do not know. But right now, I think my deepest fear is rejection.
If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be?
Jesus, to tell Him to bring me to His paradise.
What is your favorite thing to wear?
My watch? I just don't feel right without it.
What's your favorite food?
I am more of a noodle-man, so I say sotanghon.
Who is your secret crush?
There are lots of them. They are way too many to mention here.
Best dressed
I think, John Lloyd. I am a big fan of his. He just looks cool at any dress he wears.
Best couple
I think, the best couple now is Maam Tora Julnes and Pastor Joel. The way they live their lives for God, it's just so inspiring.
Favorite friend
Of course my bestfriends are Raymond and Anok, but I also have few good friends like Joie, my SEALs brothers, the mecanikos, the ASTEEGs, the CCFIans and COFians. I have some good friends in SMO too. Friends are gift from God, I don't think it's fair to have a favorite, but I'm closest to Raymond, Anok and Joie. They know a lot of stuffs about me. COOL! I have some really good friends from my high school life too. God willing, I hope they're cool now.
Favorite actor and actress
Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie
Favorite three lines in a song
This one's from GnR's Patience!
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use just a little patience
Most likely to be arrested
Creating a riot or a stampede for being so cool and people won't get away from me? Haha! Just kidding. Maybe, overspeeding. I love the speed!
Who looks like a used car saleman
I don't know one. =)
If you give another chance to live your life..what will you do?
Study harder, and never mess with my high school life again? If I will be rich, then collect cars. But I will be a Christian if I will have the right to choose.
If you are alone in island and you have only one partner to choose, to whom you choose, why?
Someone who can cook, do the laundry, find some food, or someone who can do any of these stuffs, but for now, I prefer my mother. Everything's cool if my mother's around.
If you can invisible tell what first naughty things you do?
See if my crushes talk about me or find out what they like, or what they talk about. STALKING it will be.
Your ideas and expectation about love
It is a gift, an investment. As I mature, I realize it's not something you can mess with. It must be pure, and innocent. It must be lawful, and not sinful. It must respect the will of the Lord. Love is something that can't be paid nor can be bought. It's something free to give and everyone deserves. And most importantly, since God is love, to use a simple logic here, love is God. That's how it is, it's love.
Your name/petname
Von, yah, Von is cool!
Are you working or Studying or other
Studying..
Describe yourself in 3 sentences
I am a Christian. I love basketball, football (soccer) and boxing, and music, too. Lastly, I have dimples and curly hairs.
Dream Girl
A Christian and I already have someone in mind. God willing, she'll be mine. =))
Describe your daily routine
I read the Bible, write my journal, go to school, spend at least a couple of hours in front of my computer and texting. That's it.
Some words or phrases you use most
COOL! Haha. Yah, I'm kinda using this word a lot now..
Your hobbies
Surfing the net, playing FIFA 12 and NBA 2k11, playing the guitar, reading the Bible and doing my devo, praying has become one of my hobbies now.
The best advice you've given or been given
There's always a perfect time for everything. The Bible advises me about that. Ecclesiastes 3.
If you could live anywhere, where would it be?
Europe? Specifically, Barcelona in Spain. If it's America, then it will be LA or New York.
What would be the one thing you'd change about yourself?
I am creepy sometimes, and scary too. And Mamily said, the way I talk, it's so fast. I'm working on it =)
What is your deepest fear?
I used to have this fear on snakes, and people I do not know. But right now, I think my deepest fear is rejection.
If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be?
Jesus, to tell Him to bring me to His paradise.
What is your favorite thing to wear?
My watch? I just don't feel right without it.
What's your favorite food?
I am more of a noodle-man, so I say sotanghon.
Who is your secret crush?
There are lots of them. They are way too many to mention here.
Best dressed
I think, John Lloyd. I am a big fan of his. He just looks cool at any dress he wears.
Best couple
I think, the best couple now is Maam Tora Julnes and Pastor Joel. The way they live their lives for God, it's just so inspiring.
Favorite friend
Of course my bestfriends are Raymond and Anok, but I also have few good friends like Joie, my SEALs brothers, the mecanikos, the ASTEEGs, the CCFIans and COFians. I have some good friends in SMO too. Friends are gift from God, I don't think it's fair to have a favorite, but I'm closest to Raymond, Anok and Joie. They know a lot of stuffs about me. COOL! I have some really good friends from my high school life too. God willing, I hope they're cool now.
Favorite actor and actress
Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie
Favorite three lines in a song
This one's from GnR's Patience!
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use just a little patience
Most likely to be arrested
Creating a riot or a stampede for being so cool and people won't get away from me? Haha! Just kidding. Maybe, overspeeding. I love the speed!
Who looks like a used car saleman
I don't know one. =)
If you give another chance to live your life..what will you do?
Study harder, and never mess with my high school life again? If I will be rich, then collect cars. But I will be a Christian if I will have the right to choose.
If you are alone in island and you have only one partner to choose, to whom you choose, why?
Someone who can cook, do the laundry, find some food, or someone who can do any of these stuffs, but for now, I prefer my mother. Everything's cool if my mother's around.
If you can invisible tell what first naughty things you do?
See if my crushes talk about me or find out what they like, or what they talk about. STALKING it will be.
Your ideas and expectation about love
It is a gift, an investment. As I mature, I realize it's not something you can mess with. It must be pure, and innocent. It must be lawful, and not sinful. It must respect the will of the Lord. Love is something that can't be paid nor can be bought. It's something free to give and everyone deserves. And most importantly, since God is love, to use a simple logic here, love is God. That's how it is, it's love.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Intentions
Your actions will be defined by your intentions.
God sees the heart. He's the only One who knows our real purpose, and it's up to us to choose what it will be. It's a little bit complicated but it's just that way it is. God gave us freewill to do the will of our hearts. He is glorified when we do what He wills. Otherwise, when we still call Him in the middle of that, God promise is that everything will turn out good.
Whatever our intentions are in doing a thing, let us not forget that we have a God there, watching over us, ALL THE TIME! Seeing every step we take, hearing every word we said, and listening to all of our thoughts. He cares, all the time. Please do not hesitate to call Him for He is just waiting for you to say: "Lord God, I can't do this without You. I need You Lord more than anything else."
BTW, so why intentions? Why is this blog called 'intentions'? It's because I'm telling everyone that I am aware that He is there all the time, and that God knows how much I desire to glorify Him. Please be careful on how you judge my actions (though it's best that you must stop judging for that's His job) for above anything else, I have Him. If my actions are often misinterpreted, then I think it's a sign that I am not doing good enough to convince you of my real intentions.
I hope I clear things out. I really do.
So long my friend.
God sees the heart. He's the only One who knows our real purpose, and it's up to us to choose what it will be. It's a little bit complicated but it's just that way it is. God gave us freewill to do the will of our hearts. He is glorified when we do what He wills. Otherwise, when we still call Him in the middle of that, God promise is that everything will turn out good.
Whatever our intentions are in doing a thing, let us not forget that we have a God there, watching over us, ALL THE TIME! Seeing every step we take, hearing every word we said, and listening to all of our thoughts. He cares, all the time. Please do not hesitate to call Him for He is just waiting for you to say: "Lord God, I can't do this without You. I need You Lord more than anything else."
BTW, so why intentions? Why is this blog called 'intentions'? It's because I'm telling everyone that I am aware that He is there all the time, and that God knows how much I desire to glorify Him. Please be careful on how you judge my actions (though it's best that you must stop judging for that's His job) for above anything else, I have Him. If my actions are often misinterpreted, then I think it's a sign that I am not doing good enough to convince you of my real intentions.
I hope I clear things out. I really do.
So long my friend.
Friday, December 30, 2011
Happy New Year
I hope she welcomes you tomorrow night buddy, I really hope she will.
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10 Most Important Events of 2011
This is the list of the 10 most important things that happened in my life and events that really hit me this 2011. I do not want to rank them up, I just leave that to you. Our opinions may not coincide anyway. Hehe.
~ CCFI Encounter
~ My 21st Birthday
~ Salvation Of My Mother & Sisters
~ My Salvation
~ COF University Treat
~ MSU 50th Foundation Anniversary
~ JPSME National Conference (National Quiz Bowl)
~ Highest Semestral GPA Ever
~ Manila Escapade
~ Greenpeace Forums And Seminars
As of now, this is it. 2012 is gonna be great, God willing =)
~ CCFI Encounter
~ My 21st Birthday
~ Salvation Of My Mother & Sisters
~ My Salvation
~ COF University Treat
~ MSU 50th Foundation Anniversary
~ JPSME National Conference (National Quiz Bowl)
~ Highest Semestral GPA Ever
~ Manila Escapade
~ Greenpeace Forums And Seminars
As of now, this is it. 2012 is gonna be great, God willing =)
Thursday, December 29, 2011
IJCF
My beautiful friend Ivy Joy told me this, it's very inspiring.
Do not swear. Surprises are better than promises.
Reflecting on this one for quite some time, and I can't find anything wrong about it. This one's so true. Thanks Ivy Joy for the word of wisdom.
Do not swear. Surprises are better than promises.
Reflecting on this one for quite some time, and I can't find anything wrong about it. This one's so true. Thanks Ivy Joy for the word of wisdom.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
What do you want me to change about myself?
These are actual answers, not edited.
Kendi
.mqaging sensitive nka..but im not saying insensitive ka ha...cguro dont think of urself much..think of others..dili na mag decide kung unsa imo ma-feel..dapat Accdg to God na jud tanan..kung mkabuti ba na.kung ok ba ky Lord.ky kablo man ta diba di man ta pabayaan ni Lord.di pud niya e-let na ma down ta sa isa ka bagay tungod gin buhatta ang para sa Iya...
thanks von:) thanks talaga sa friendship!
so blessed to have u as my one TRUE friend..bro..dude.
Ate Gay
unsa gani to?
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
grow mature as a man..
murag bata2 pa man gud ka
kamo man tanan halos sa seals
Mamily
cguro ang imong kapaspas magstorya
Thank you for their answers.. COOL!
Kendi
.mqaging sensitive nka..but im not saying insensitive ka ha...cguro dont think of urself much..think of others..dili na mag decide kung unsa imo ma-feel..dapat Accdg to God na jud tanan..kung mkabuti ba na.kung ok ba ky Lord.ky kablo man ta diba di man ta pabayaan ni Lord.di pud niya e-let na ma down ta sa isa ka bagay tungod gin buhatta ang para sa Iya...
thanks von:) thanks talaga sa friendship!
so blessed to have u as my one TRUE friend..bro..dude.
Ate Gay
unsa gani to?
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
grow mature as a man..
murag bata2 pa man gud ka
kamo man tanan halos sa seals
Mamily
cguro ang imong kapaspas magstorya
Thank you for their answers.. COOL!
Happy New Year!
Guess what? The last year in the Mayan calendar is coming: 2012. Haha! Before the so-called 'last earth year', I just want to say thank you to the following:
God
For my life, my biological and spiritual family, for the blessings and favorsI had, have and will have, valuable lessons in life, for His grace, for the free salvation, for my good health, for wisdom, knowledge and intelligence, for being so good to me, thank you Lord Father.
Mama
For raising me and teaching me good morals and values, for being the best mother in the world, for being so proud of me (I am so proud of you too), for the support financially and emotionally, for the unending love and care and for being beside me all the time, I love you Ma, so much.
Uncle Benig
You may not be my real father biologically but in heart and spirit, you are. Thank you much uncle for everything, for the love and reminders, for the trust, how could we ever repay you? Now that you are in a severe disease, I pray to God for your healing, if not physically, then spiritually. I love you kel. Happy New Year!
Kuya Asong
Thank you bro for making my college dreams a reality. I may not be as intelligent and as handsome as you are (others have different opinions though on the latter, haha), but I won't fail you. Being your brother has put me so much pressure, but thank God, my yield strength is higher than the pressure itself, haha. Thank you bro for the support, and for being there always. I know the burden you have right now, I can smell it bro, I am getting there. Happy New Year tol!
Brothers & Sisters
Di talang kamu pag-isa-isahon ah kay daw damu gid kamu ba! I really thank God of your lives. You have been so good to me. Thanks for the love, care and respect. I really pray to God that in times of troubles, turn to Him and He will not fail you. I love mga tols: Jannix, Koko, Andoy, Talay, Ayza, Adiv, Tak2x, May2x. Sorry lang kis-a kung suplado ko ah kag daw meju isnabiro, haha, sorry lang ah, amu gid abi ko sini eh, gwapo abi!
CCFI & COF Family
You really are a blessing for me. The way you value and love me as one of your own, it's unbelievable. Thanks so much for guiding me, and leading me to Him. God used you to save me, and by that, I was able to lead my family too. Thank you for the joy of fellowship, for the rebukes and appreciations. Sa mga libre sa kaon ug mga regalo, salamat kaau. I will forever be thankful to you all. I have never been this happily fulfilled in my life. To God be all the glory and honor. Praise Him to the highest.
SEALS: I may not be the best guy out there, but I can be the best I can with you. Thank you tols for everything. Brothers forever? AMEN!
BFFs Raymond & Anok
Salamat gid part kag gol ha sa tanan2x. Daw nahidlaw gid ko sa aton nga binuang ba. Daw wara ron gid ta gakitaay ba. Nami man da para kitaay ta, tana ron gid eh. Salamat sa suporta ha, daw di gid guro ko mabuhi kag kasurvive ba kung wara kamu sa akon nga colej life. Madumduman ko aton mga trip sauna daw, makakadlaw man q ba sa kahidlaw. Pira tana ka botelya ka tanduay kag london gin natumba saton bay? Salamat gid part kag gol. Bawi lang garing ko sunod sa inyu kung engr dun ko ah. Pasensyaha lang ko ninyu kaja hay pigado gid panagat. God bless you my BFFs!
Mecanikos!
Wazzup dudes? It's been 5 years, how can I survive this long with you? Haha! Thanks for all the laughs, injuries, smiles. I am so blessed to have you as my friends, true friends. Bisag usahay malagot nako sinyung mga sungog ug tira, pero sige lang, gina-alala ra naq aqng reputasyon. Kudos to us dudes, 5th year na ta. Gamay nalang na utong, naa na jud ta sa finish line. I pray for you dudes. We can make it. Prove our doubters wrong! AJA!
Others!
To my crushes, friends, I thank God for all of you. Daghan na kaau, kapoy na sulat kay sa net cafe ra ko. Ug kay special someone nako karon, thanks sa pag-inspire sakoa bisag dili ka aware. Lipay kaau ko na nakilala tika ug makauban panagsa! Weeeeh, at least karon kahibaw na ka kinsa ka, dbuh?
PS
This is a secret! Fragile & Confidential! Atik lang!
Thank you gals and guys!
Von
God
For my life, my biological and spiritual family, for the blessings and favorsI had, have and will have, valuable lessons in life, for His grace, for the free salvation, for my good health, for wisdom, knowledge and intelligence, for being so good to me, thank you Lord Father.
Mama
For raising me and teaching me good morals and values, for being the best mother in the world, for being so proud of me (I am so proud of you too), for the support financially and emotionally, for the unending love and care and for being beside me all the time, I love you Ma, so much.
Uncle Benig
You may not be my real father biologically but in heart and spirit, you are. Thank you much uncle for everything, for the love and reminders, for the trust, how could we ever repay you? Now that you are in a severe disease, I pray to God for your healing, if not physically, then spiritually. I love you kel. Happy New Year!
Kuya Asong
Thank you bro for making my college dreams a reality. I may not be as intelligent and as handsome as you are (others have different opinions though on the latter, haha), but I won't fail you. Being your brother has put me so much pressure, but thank God, my yield strength is higher than the pressure itself, haha. Thank you bro for the support, and for being there always. I know the burden you have right now, I can smell it bro, I am getting there. Happy New Year tol!
Brothers & Sisters
Di talang kamu pag-isa-isahon ah kay daw damu gid kamu ba! I really thank God of your lives. You have been so good to me. Thanks for the love, care and respect. I really pray to God that in times of troubles, turn to Him and He will not fail you. I love mga tols: Jannix, Koko, Andoy, Talay, Ayza, Adiv, Tak2x, May2x. Sorry lang kis-a kung suplado ko ah kag daw meju isnabiro, haha, sorry lang ah, amu gid abi ko sini eh, gwapo abi!
CCFI & COF Family
You really are a blessing for me. The way you value and love me as one of your own, it's unbelievable. Thanks so much for guiding me, and leading me to Him. God used you to save me, and by that, I was able to lead my family too. Thank you for the joy of fellowship, for the rebukes and appreciations. Sa mga libre sa kaon ug mga regalo, salamat kaau. I will forever be thankful to you all. I have never been this happily fulfilled in my life. To God be all the glory and honor. Praise Him to the highest.
SEALS: I may not be the best guy out there, but I can be the best I can with you. Thank you tols for everything. Brothers forever? AMEN!
BFFs Raymond & Anok
Salamat gid part kag gol ha sa tanan2x. Daw nahidlaw gid ko sa aton nga binuang ba. Daw wara ron gid ta gakitaay ba. Nami man da para kitaay ta, tana ron gid eh. Salamat sa suporta ha, daw di gid guro ko mabuhi kag kasurvive ba kung wara kamu sa akon nga colej life. Madumduman ko aton mga trip sauna daw, makakadlaw man q ba sa kahidlaw. Pira tana ka botelya ka tanduay kag london gin natumba saton bay? Salamat gid part kag gol. Bawi lang garing ko sunod sa inyu kung engr dun ko ah. Pasensyaha lang ko ninyu kaja hay pigado gid panagat. God bless you my BFFs!
Mecanikos!
Wazzup dudes? It's been 5 years, how can I survive this long with you? Haha! Thanks for all the laughs, injuries, smiles. I am so blessed to have you as my friends, true friends. Bisag usahay malagot nako sinyung mga sungog ug tira, pero sige lang, gina-alala ra naq aqng reputasyon. Kudos to us dudes, 5th year na ta. Gamay nalang na utong, naa na jud ta sa finish line. I pray for you dudes. We can make it. Prove our doubters wrong! AJA!
Others!
To my crushes, friends, I thank God for all of you. Daghan na kaau, kapoy na sulat kay sa net cafe ra ko. Ug kay special someone nako karon, thanks sa pag-inspire sakoa bisag dili ka aware. Lipay kaau ko na nakilala tika ug makauban panagsa! Weeeeh, at least karon kahibaw na ka kinsa ka, dbuh?
PS
This is a secret! Fragile & Confidential! Atik lang!
Thank you gals and guys!
Von
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
His constant reminder
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 Rejoice always, pray constantly, give thanks in everything; for this is the will of God for you in Christ Jesus.
Another reminder from Him again. I really wonder why does my devo and His revelations have always something to do with not-worrying-thing and being-a-happy-or-joyful-man thing.
God sees my heart. He knows very well that I have this fear of the future. I know and I am confident that I can graduate before June, but He knows that I really want to attend the graduation ceremony and march. I am a bit worried about that.
This is something I do, not for myself but for my dearest Mama. I really want to march because I want her to be proud of me. She never experienced to attend a college graduation and I dream of giving that first experience to her. This is not something I do for myself but for the persons I do care for.
If God, my Lord, gives me this chance, or grants me this dream, then I will forever be thankful to Him for making my Mama happy and proud. Otherwise, I know and I believe that He has better purpose and plans than that.
I trust in my God. I really do. ^^
Another reminder from Him again. I really wonder why does my devo and His revelations have always something to do with not-worrying-thing and being-a-happy-or-joyful-man thing.
God sees my heart. He knows very well that I have this fear of the future. I know and I am confident that I can graduate before June, but He knows that I really want to attend the graduation ceremony and march. I am a bit worried about that.
This is something I do, not for myself but for my dearest Mama. I really want to march because I want her to be proud of me. She never experienced to attend a college graduation and I dream of giving that first experience to her. This is not something I do for myself but for the persons I do care for.
If God, my Lord, gives me this chance, or grants me this dream, then I will forever be thankful to Him for making my Mama happy and proud. Otherwise, I know and I believe that He has better purpose and plans than that.
I trust in my God. I really do. ^^
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Obviousity
Obviousity is the state of being obvious.
Actually, there's no such word as obviousity. I just made that up, right now (Dec 8, 2011 7:20AM). If this word will come up and be accepted in English language, please, I beg you to not forget to remember that once, there was a man named Sultan Von Allih Adrias Carim, who first used that word.
That's not the whole point of this blog anyway. I just wanna evaluate myself if I'm becoming too obvious now with what I feel. I don't want to have regrets in my life because I didn't tell her, but I really think NOW is not the right time. With her still schooling and coping with her studies and me having bunch of designs, drawings and requirements to do to graduate this summer, there can be better days ahead.
I've known her for 6 months now and I still barely know her. I really want to know her. I just wanna be in the closest place I can in her life. If that stands as me being her kuya, then so be it. Weh? Di bitaw ko ganahan ginatawag nya ko kuya, gabagting akong dalunggan!
Obviousity, bow!
Actually, there's no such word as obviousity. I just made that up, right now (Dec 8, 2011 7:20AM). If this word will come up and be accepted in English language, please, I beg you to not forget to remember that once, there was a man named Sultan Von Allih Adrias Carim, who first used that word.
That's not the whole point of this blog anyway. I just wanna evaluate myself if I'm becoming too obvious now with what I feel. I don't want to have regrets in my life because I didn't tell her, but I really think NOW is not the right time. With her still schooling and coping with her studies and me having bunch of designs, drawings and requirements to do to graduate this summer, there can be better days ahead.
I've known her for 6 months now and I still barely know her. I really want to know her. I just wanna be in the closest place I can in her life. If that stands as me being her kuya, then so be it. Weh? Di bitaw ko ganahan ginatawag nya ko kuya, gabagting akong dalunggan!
Obviousity, bow!
Will this be my happiest birthday ever?
Will this be? I still don't know but a part of my mind tells me so. It's a special day for me, that's why I will be spending this day with the special people of my life. What things could have been better than that? Anyway, I'm turning 21!
I blog something I do not want to forget. Watch out for my blog on December 15.
I blog something I do not want to forget. Watch out for my blog on December 15.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Angry Bird
Haha. I just wanna post this one before forgetting. The sanguine are forgetful, aren't they?
I am so happy she liked my pasalubong for her. My friends told me that she was wearing that one in school the day she received it. I also gave her a key chain. The "hat" and the key chain were all blue.
It's a good thing to make her smile. SATISFYING!
I am so happy she liked my pasalubong for her. My friends told me that she was wearing that one in school the day she received it. I also gave her a key chain. The "hat" and the key chain were all blue.
It's a good thing to make her smile. SATISFYING!
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