johanna bairiza: a princess

as i had said, i will feature my friends here in my blog, but this time, the person i feature is not just an ordinary friend, but of course, special, very special.

she's ms. johanna bairiza usop, a woman i barely know, hahaha, atik lang, but the fact is that, i don't know her that much. until now, i don't know what's her favorite color, but i assume, it must be, hmmmmp, red? joke, red because it's the easiest color to spell, wheew. one of the kindest person i've met,
so caring, so concern, so loving, i don't know if that's her nature, but i know, she is just doing what makes her happy. the first time i met her, she's very quiet, yet as time goes by, she does all the talking, actually not all, whenever we are together. i remembered one time when i was doing some FLAMES on my notebook, and i put my name with her as the subject, and marnelle told me that she have a name of a princess and i have a name of a beggar, not beggar, i forgot what she said regqarding my name but i can still remember what she said about bairiza's name, that was fun, and i did it again using CANDLES. i forgot the result, maybe if you have some time, you do the calculations. ahh, i forgot, i also did love calculator, i don't know where marnelle learned all these stuffs, but anyway, it's COOL. bairiza is Edward cullen's top1 fan, she loves edward so much, she loves her more than anyone, hehehe.

i've written this stuff for the fact that i have things to say to her, first and foremost, i want to say that not all things you assume to be that way were true. i just want to ask this thing, do i really have to always show it, or tell it? you're not what you think you are to me. there are just things that need to be reconsidered. i have no doubts about us, we'll survive this for sure. basta, kung makaagraduate na ka ug ako, we have all the time to do things we can't do this time. i apologize because i can barely give you a minute of my day, i apologize because i am not always there to listen to what you want to say, i apologize because i am not the usual type of guy who wants to be with his girl all the time, i apologize because i made you feel you're not special, i apologize because there are things, i mean, there are lots of things that i was not able to tell you, it's just that i don't want them to be more complicated than it was. i have to plead for just one thing, just trust me. there's nothing wrong with me nor with you, but in us, there is.

i miss you. you take care!