bye bye allowance

my grades were doing downfall, i think i will lose my scholarship, i must admit that this happened because i did nothing to prevent it. i didn't exert enough effort; i didn't sacrifice for good; i did things that give much more TEMPORARY smiles; all these things are FOOLISHNESS! but one thing i pray for, i hope and pray that what i heard from my co-scholars were true, i can have my scholarship back if i will be settling all of my failures and be back as a regular student after a year. i really hope so, i'll miss my allowance, i'll miss my status, i'll miss everything. huhuhu.