look into the brighter side

i don't need to mention name, you know who you are, and no matter if you'll be able to read this or not, at least, i tried to tell you what i want you to know.

life is the most complicated thing that He created. some said life is being happy, some said life is gambling life itself, and some say life is saving life. no matter how you define life, life is still life, you have no choice but to deal with it. i just want you to know that i myself is not as experienced
as the counseling parties there, but i think i have enough knowledge about life.

with the things you told me, i really felt pity on you. not because i conclude you're weak, but it's because i was not there to help you, see? there is nothing i can do about it, i can't change the past, there is really no way. we're friends in fs and fb, i am always saying this: "i love people who know the difference between living life and making it!".

you're a nice person, very very nice! no wonder i love being with you, actually, i always wish being with you, but since there is no perfect freedom, sacrifice is a must. as simba of lion king said: "when the world turned its back on you, turn your back on the world!". Hakuna Matata, no worries. smile because there's always someone out there who loves to see you smiling. stop crying, there are a lot of things that deserve your tears more. forget your past, 'coz nobody cares what happened, care for what will happen. make your life, never just live it. follow your dreams, it's your best path to succeed. have confidence, it's the best thing you can do for yourself. love your family and friends, they're the nearest people in your heart, they're reachable. and lastly, seek yourself, no matter how open you are to your friends and families, it's you and you alone who know who you really are.

just be urself.